Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas!
Today's been a great day so far. My dad made me his amazing scrambled eggs, and my mom made french toast.
We opened gifts and stockings and such.
And to top it all off, I fell asleep by the fire.

Oh yes. And we've got a new addition to the house. Daisy.
My brother got a hamster.

& Everyone loves getting presents. Whether or not you hate Christmas, you'll never deny a gift.

Bunch of Benefit makeup
Uggs
Raving Rabbids - Wii
Little Big Planet - PS3
Cooking Mama - Wii
Coldplay - Viva La Vida
Chuck Palahniuk - Lullaby
The Daring Book for Girls - (can't remember author)
Cease to Blush - Billie Livingston
$50 to Artizia
$50 to Urban Outfitters
$50 to Starbucks
$50 to Aldo
$40 to American Apparel
$40 to West Ed
Awesome leather back note book, Necklace, Ring
$50 to Strange City - Purchased amazing earrings

And my most favourite:
Allan bought me a white gold locket.

&
December 8, 2008 - Happy One Year Allan, ♥

Oh Christmas.

How you drained my bank account.

Along with the super cute dress I just bought.
*sigh*

Ohhhh well. No more buying for myself till Palm Springs. I've decided.

Adriana & Aleda turned 18 on wednesday ... WHICH... makes me the next one to turn 18!

58days!

We went to Jubliations Dinner Theatre for Adriana's birthday and it was so good! I loved it!

Pirates of the North Sasketchewan II.

It's done. I handed in my letter and my progress report of MATP 030.

... now to just wait for the letter saying if I get in or not.

But.... I think I will :D

I'M SO EXCITED.

I've finished my letter for Nait. All printed off and nicely put into a folder with my current marks.
Today I went and got Alberta Ed to send my transcript to Nait, and thursday I'm handing in my letter!!!!!

YAY

November 8-10.
Went to Banff this weekend. Completely amazing.God I love it there.
First night my dad wasn't happy with the hotel we got put into. He wanted a chalet but they didn't give us one. So they said we'd get one on Sunday night because they were all booked for Saturday night.Personally, I think the first room was better than the second one, but the second had a better view.
Uhm.. saturday:Got there around 1:30, checked it and then went to main street. Walked up and down did some window shopping.
We went to Gorgios for dinner. I probably spelt that wrong but whatever.
It was.. alright. They had really fancy things and I was thinking I ordered something completely different. Too fancy for me.

Slept.. alright that night. Had to share a bed with my brother but it was king so I didn't even notice him. It just wasn't very comfortable.

Sunday:
We packed up all our stuff and went to Lake Louise for the day. Took a bunch of pictures and had a little lunch in the hotel.
So beautiful. Think it might be my favourite place.
Then we went straight to the hot springs. God I love that place too. Even thought you can only stay there for like 30 minutes then you get way to hot.
Once we got back to our hotel we switched rooms and they had three beds, so I got my own. Much more comfortable.
We went to The Keg for dinner. Oh so delicious.
My mom had to stop at Safeway on the way home to get some milk for coffee in the morning, and the whole weekend my dad would complain that he had to pay and it was his birthday. Even though his birthday's on Wednesday. Hahah.
So we bought these little cake things and a candle that said "4" and one that was "8" and when we got back to the cabin we lit them and sang him happy birthday.
It was so fun.

Monday:
Packed up all our stuff and went to the main street again. Bought some clothes and two purses.. Haha I love purses.
Found a snowglobe.
:)
I've decided I want to start collecting them so if anyone sees a good one. Buy it for me :)
And we went to canmore for a little bit.
Left at 2:30 pm.
Stopped at Leduc on the way home to visit my grandma in the hospital and got home around 8:00 pm.

Good weekend.

I got my year book today! I love it.
:D

It's the only time I've ever looked good in a school photo..
My grad photo that is, not the grade photo.

Friday, October 24:
School just like any other day.
Hung out with Lindsey and City Centre/Southgate for about an hour and a half and then I met up with my mom and we went to Eveline Charles and I got my hair cut and dyed. I love it. It's a dark brown and it looks purple/red in some lights. It's really neat.
Adriana called me once I was done and asked me if I wanted to go High School Musicial 3 with her sister and her sister's friend. Her mom was making her take her sister to see it and she didn't want to go alone. Figured why not.
We got to the theatre an hour early and the 6:30 show and 7:00 show were sold out. Oh well... haha Didn't really want to see it anyways.
We ended up going to Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist which is a cute movie.

Saturday, October 25:
Danielle calls me at about 9:30am and tells me that she's going to shower and eat and then her and Cody are heading to Edmonton!
So I get ready and eat and clean up a bit and they get here by noon. I didn't tell Allan she was coming because I wanted it to be a surprise. So once she got here I told Allan to come over but he was doing his laundry so he took like forever and we eventually gave up because she wanted to see Allan so I told him I was just going to come over and wait with him till his laundry was dry.
We surprise him and he was so happy! I loved the look on his face when he saw Danielle. We sat in his basement for a bit talking, and then Cody, Danielle and I went to Toys R Us while Allan finished his laundry.
So, we went to Toys for about...20 minutes ish and said hi to everyone there. And then we went back to Allan's house to pick him up and then headed over to Denny's. Mmm. I had the greatest omlette that later hurt my stomach because it had friggin' cheese on it.
Not good.
After that we went to Custom Costumes because Cody needed a costume for Halloween. He found a spiderman costume. Haha.
Then we went to visit Rachel at starbucks and hung out there for about an hour.
By this time was like 5:30pm, and the doors for Bedouin Soundclash opened at 7:00pm.
So we started to go to West Ed and there was this snow storm that came out of no where. It wasn't the worst storm ever, but it was crazy!
So we get to West Ed with like 45ish minutes left. We go to Mac so Danielle can use her Gift Card and then we went to London Drugs so that I could get some lip chap and the we had to stand outside of Ed's for the concert.
The show was really good. Miska and Hey Ocean opened up and I enjoyed them. Usually hate the opening bands but these were good. I bought a Hey Ocean CD and it's pretty good.
Bedouin was amazing. They usually are anyways. I'd go see them any day & we the minors didn't have to stand up in the balcony which made me happy.
I especially enjoyed 12:59 lullaby because of Allan. ♥ It was just ...perfect.

Overall, I had a good weekend. :D

Yesterday.. Gogol Bordello. Super pissed. All the minors got to sit up in the balcony, opposite side of the stage. Totally great. Why should I have to pay $30 to see nothing, when adults pay the same amount to actually enjoy the show? Fucking stupid. So Rachel and I went down there to talk to buy merch for Adriana and Sara. Oh, no. Minors can buy merch once the show's done. So Rachel starts getting into a fight with him because there's never any merch left at the end of the show. Ever. It's all XL sizes and what not. So, Rachel asks if she can ever go wait in line and buy a shirt for me, because she's 18. The guys all "Well you have an underage wristband on, I don't think you're allowed to" blah blah blah shit. But he did let her in after she kinda got mad and asked to speak to a manager because it's bullshit, and he said to call back. So I had to stand outside and just tell adriana what the shirts looked like. I spent more or less the whole opening band trying to find a way in. Two people we went to school with asked the guy if they could look at merch and he said yes, and they just walked in. I ran into someone from school and her friends had markers. So Rachel went and got an 18+ stamp on her wrist and they copied it. I gave one to Adriana and she went down to the same security guard, showed her wrist and got in. I was too scared to cause I figured he'd probably recognize me. But seriously. If they're gonna do that, the need to either lower the prices for minor's tickets, or make it an 18+ venue. It was bullshit. And it changes from show to show, so who knows what it's gonna be like until you're actually there. I hate it. Bedouin's next weekend and I'm not standing up in the fucking balcony again. Anyways, it wasn't the greatest show ever. They're incredibly entertaining and I did have a lot of fun, but the 45 minute encore of random noise kinda got boring after a while. Even then, Adriana was on the floor and she was saying that she kept getting beer spilt on her and that you shouldn't be allowed to bring beer into the stage area because when you're dancing you're spilling everything. Therefore, make it an all ages, open floor, show.

K thanks.

good friends 

are like stars

you don't always see them,

but you know they're always there.

On Friday, my mom and I went to the Nait open house and then once I got home I applied into Interior Design Technology.

I'm so excited.

I hope I get in.

In the past couple of days I've felt no need to go onto my computer. And I love it. I'd rather spend time with people, or outside of my room than sitting by my computer. Aside from the fact that my room still isn't finished and it's so cluttered it stresses me out. Friday I met up with Chelsey at Kingsway at noon and we went back to nait to wait for her to get a camera. But we couldn't get one at 1 because it's incredibly retarded the way they hand out cameras so we had to wait till 3. I think, was it that late? Oh well, we had to wait like two hours. So we got some food and then got our blood tested. I'm O+, which I thought I was. Once that was done we got a camera and headed to her house. Took the "Sunday Morning" project and then her mom stuck a chair in the tree in her backyard and I got to sit in it. Haha.. Oh I hope that turned out. After that we went to the ravine by her house and took some more pictures. So much fun. :D I got my mom to come pick me up around 7ish, and went home and ate real quick then Allan came over. We went out, got some ice cream and then rented Charlie Bartlett, which I love. We just cuddled all night, and I loved it. ♥ Today I had an eye appointment at 11:15, and of course, nothing's changed. My eyes are still horrible. After that we went to Winners and I found this awesome laptop bag with dancing mango's on the inside. I love it. And then this sweet sea foam green purse, which is pretty sweet too. My dad later took me to The Home Depot to look for a closet organization thinger for my closet. Of course I had to want the only white one because it's discontinued. "White's so last year" Apparently. Oh well, so we found the majority of everything I wanted, and realized that my closet is damn small. There was on piece though - this tall shelf thing that they didn't have. Well they did, but it was the last one and the box was torn and missing pieces. So we bought everything else and then went to the home depot on 17st, and they didn't even have that collection! So we went to the one of Argyll, and nothing. Then we went to Rona and they had the same brand, but different collection. Yet same size, and style and everything. So we bought that. I have no idea when we're gonna put everything together. Probably next weekend, but I'm so exited for it.

I love Allan D. Hogstead,

more than anything

- driving is scary

- math is easy

- 138days till i turn 18

- chelsey is awesome

here's the plan,

- no good past 10:00 pm

- only have pop when I go out to eat

- less starbucks

- candy/junk once/twice a week

- use our wii fit and do yoga

- go for more walks

- at least a bottle of water a day

- eat more veggies/healthy meals

started centre high today,
not to exciting really.

passed my learners test, 100%!
that's exciting.

Ugh.

I worked Saturday, Sunday and all day today. I have no idea how I'm going to be able to start working more often.

Blah. 

School starts tomorrow, and as much as I'm usually all excited to use all these new supplies and everything, I don't want to go. 

I should be going to University or something.

Not upgrading.

I feel like a failure.

Cool.

So, pretty much my past week since sylvan has been...

Well ... I don't even remember it.
Monday, I watched 21 with Allan and then I worked 5:30 - 9:00..
Tuesday, I had my doctors appointment, attempted my learners exam; failed, and worked from 5:30 - 9:00
Wednesday, I .. worked, again, and then went to Allan's house afterwards.
Thursday, I had my hair appointment and then I met up with Adriana and Tyson at Whyte and we went to this massive yard sale. Then Adriana and I went to Southgate, met up with my parents and went to Lindsey's house. We then went to Tropic Thunder.
Friday, I ran some arrands with my mom and worked once again frmo 5:30-9:00.
Saturday, Worked from 9:30-5:30 and then went to the surprise party for Brittney at Remedy.
And today, I worked once again.

Man - i love Sylvan. When we got there, there were two huge tents set up, like 8 cars/trucks and a camper. All the people he worked with were either sitting around drinking or playing beerzbee (spelling.) I didn't play though. I had worlds worst headache so I took a nap for a while and felt a lot better. Woke up, had hotdogs & chips, and then once the sun went down it cooled down like crazzzyy. A few more people showed up - except they were all red necks. And brought another trailer, and all they played was country music. Kinda sucked. We had a bonfire and chilled out for a while. Allan and I headed to bed probably around...midnight or something? just after. I really have no idea. We had to share a single bed, but it was pretty comfortable, and the room wasn't a million degrees which was surprising. Next morning his roommate and him cooked breakfast and then we hung around till 2:00 and then headed out to the lake. Met up with my parents, uncle & cousins, old neighbors and my parents' friends. Took Rachel out for a quick sea-doo. It's still like... 'off center' and I could feel it tipping. So we didn't stay out long because I was too scared. And it was pretty windy out, making lots of waves. No fun. Then we got some ice cream and Subway. Ate on the beach, and then headed home. Allan and I got into a whipped cream/strawberry type fight in my kitchen. lol I love you Allan, Rachel & Brandon!

ADH

08.08.08.

The day of luck, triumph & virtue. 

Happy 8 Month Allan!

I love you.

August 4, 2008 - Sylvan Lake

Allan and I are all better. I love him more than anything.

We made up on my deck, sitting on our swing chair while the sunset, and I loved every moment of it.

My saturday

Lindsey comes over, falls asleep on my couch. 

We pretty much lay around my backyard cooking in the sun, occasionally running through the sprinkler.

My dog was having a little adventure in my backyard. Tackling it like a jungle. 

Around 6:00 her mom comes to pick us up because we decided that we wanted to go to K-Days. 

We get there around 7:00 and start playing games. 

We played a few games, and only won on the "win every time" games, but whatever. 

We eat these "chip fries" which are so good, caramel apples, cotton candy and an elephant ear. 

Tyson calls us and tells us that he's work at an ice cream stand with Emily, so we go see them. 

Didn't realize that the concerts where free, so we watch Bedouin Soundclash who are so good live. 

Run into Tyson and Emily at the concert so we head closer towards the front. 

We're about halfway to the front and this old man pokes my shoulder and tells me that I just walked in front of him. I wasn't in front of him, or the girl he was with. They could see find. I tell him that's what happens at shows, how do you think all the people in front of us got there? And he tells me that they have no manners for doing that, and neither do I. And I tell him that's what happens at shows and to deal with it. then go back to enjoying it. 

As we're leaving I see Steven and talk to him for a little bit, and then we ended up walking to the other side of the grounds, realizing that's not where we're meeting her mom. 

So booked it back, just as it looked like it was about to start pouring. 

It was so much fun.  

Sunday: Spend all day with Allan in bed.
Monday: Go to Sylvan with Allan and Rachel.
Tuesday: ♥ .
Wednesday: Make dinner with Allan.
Thursday: Open my big mouth and ruin it.

♥ TRU

Black, Dread + Red

July 15, 2008

I woke up around 10:30, watched tv, got ready and then my mom and I went to West Ed to go shopping.I love shopping.
I got jeans and a shirt from Lucky Brand Jeans for like $70, which is good because the jeans I bought were like $50 from $122. Along with a shirt that looks like it should be worn by Donna from That 70's show. I love it.
Then we went to Forever 21, and I tried on a bunch of stuff but it just wasn't working for me. So I ended up with new leggings and a huge bag. My mom bought some dresses and stuff to wear over her bathing suit when they go to BC. And that came to like $80-something.
Then to H&M because my mom had to return some shorts that didn't fit my brother, and there I bought two shirts and a little grey vest that I love. My mom bought shirts too and it came to like $80-something again.
Then we went to Lululemon and my mom bought a light jacket thing, it's really nice and I got a pair of 3/4 pants that are the most comfortable things ever and that was ...kinda expensive but my mom didn't mind because it's good quality.
After West Ed my mom drove me to Allan's house and we took a nap, and then I changed into my new clothes and we went to work, made plans for crew bash. After work we went to starbucks.
It was a good day.

Canada day was on Tuesday. I went over to Allans house for a little while during the day, had dinner with his parents and whatnot. His dad then drove us to Heritage so that we could meet Rachel once she was done work, and then we headed back to her house.

We ended up having a picnic in the front lawn of her house with her neighbours. Sasha made salad, pasta, garlic bread and this awesome dessert. What a skilled girl. After that we headed down to the leg to watch the fire works. They were quick, but they were pretty good.

I had a good time :)

Friday, 3:00 pm. Hop on the greyhound bus with Allan and head to Red Deer!!
Get there around 5:00pm and meet up with Brandon!

It was a lot of fun.

We drove around for a while wasting time till we had to start meeting Brandon's friends at the Boston Pizza. Bran taught Allan how to drive a standard car in some parking lot. He didn't do too bad actually.

We all went to Boston Pizza. Danielle was there too! Awh, dan.. <3

But yeah- so we had dinner and then Dan went home and Allan and I went back to sylvan with Brandon and his friend Amon.

We started drinking at his house (boys drank beer), and then they stuffed their pockets and we started walking to downtown Sylvan, leaving a trail of cans.

It was pretty fun, I love walking around that city at night. I'd live there in an instant.
I had to pee really really bad at one point and peeing in a bush isn't easy for a girl. So I made Brandon find me a washroom.

And he just walked me into some bar (Contenders?) and I went to the washroom. hahah.. No security apparently.

So we hung out there for a while and then went back to Brandon's house and they stocked up again and I went to bed because I was way to tired.

The next morning Brandon bought us Tim Horton's for breakfast and the boys were pretty hungover. hahah. Bran's friend texted him asking why he left the bar so quickly last night because his friend worked there, and she had free shots for us because it's his birthday. Totally lame he ran me out of the as fast as he could.. haha

Once we got all ready to leave, Amon left earlier, and Brandon, Allan and I headed out to Brandon's acrage to get Mika! His adorable great dane.

So we got her, then headed to his sisters house and got their american mastif, Hank. Two massive dogs, but so fun to walk.

And we walked all around Sylvan for a while, until Hank looked like he was about to fall over. And then we went back to downtown Sylvan and walked Mika down mainstreet and got some massive snowcones.

After that we had to start heading back to Red Deer. So we had like an hour to kill and Bran showed us this park with a waterfall and a little river that you can tube down! It looks so fun, we're gonna go sometime.

We got to the greyhound station by 4:30ish, and waited half an hour until our bus came to take Allan and I back home.

Also, my camera decided to go all stupid on me. Everytime I take a picture these green lines randomly show up.

It's new too!! WTF!

I wish we saw Danielle more, it's just harder to now.

But I had a good two days with Bran + Allan.

Love you guys.

And...

Happy 22nd Birthday Brandon!!!

Yesterday was my offical last day at Vic. I had my science dipolma. It was surprisingly easy too. The written response was easy enough to bullshit your way through, and there were only 40 multiple choice questions with 12 numerical response.
It was easier than some of the unit exams Cooper's given us.

*sigh*
I'll miss that school.

Byebye!

7 months, 14 days
32 weeks
228 days
5472 hours
328,320 minutes
19,699,200 seconds

Grad 2008

Today was the last day of high school... It's so sad.

I've enjoyed every minute of every day and I don't ever want to forget anything.

I cried.. yeah, I did. *sigh*

There was a BBQ at lunch, and then after school Lindsey, Adrienne, Adriana, Rachel and I all went to the Keg for dinner.

I loved it.

I love everyone.

Thank you for every minutes guys!!

Happy Father's Day, Dad!

Today I'm going out to Thorsby - Woot woot! - for our annual family bbq. hahah, that'll probably get boring really fast.
But oh well I have a new camera to play around with.Yup - New camera.Canon XSi, with a... 77mm lense, I think... I dunno it's pretty awesome though. and my dad bought a wide angle lense for his pentax.
Before we went camera shopping my mom had to go to donovans to get her pants hemmed because they'll do that for free there. So my dad and I were looking around and I found this really cute dress, so jokingly I was like "hey, you should buy me this" and he wa slike "well go try it on.".... OKAY!
So, I pretty much love this dress, and it was fucking $140.Like... seriously? But hey, I won't complain. hahah.. The lady who helped me out thought that my dad... wasn't my dad.. *cough* And got really confused apparently when my mom walked in. hahha. My mom said she thought dad was my 'sugar daddy'. buying me stuff. i was like "uhh... do i look old or do you look young?"

like totally sick.. hahaha. but yup.

aside from that - strep SUCKS.

Dear Allan,

I've never felt the way I do for you, about someone else.

No one can ever replace, and I don't want anyone to ever replace you.
These past six months have been the greatest six months of my life.

I've never felt more comfortable around someone, I've never told anyone absolutly everything about me, and been able to trust them one hundred percent with it.

You mean everything to me.

You truely complete me and I could never be without you.

I love you.

Happy Six Month.

I just realized I never wrote about Kanye West.

may 29, 2008 - Rexall Place.
Glow in the dark tour.

Lupe Fiasco, N.E.R.D., Rihanna + Kanye West.

Time of my life.

friday:
- physics exam that i probably didn't pass.
- matt costa picture in drawing that i love.
- allan comes to my school to get me.
- go back home, make some pasta and allan falls asleep on my couch so i put a blanket on him.
- let him sleep while i eat then i tell him to go put on his pj's and sleep in my bed while i do that dishes.
- starts to hail when we're about to wait for the bus so we decide not to go to media works.
- look through my 'box of memories' - if you will.
- watch the big lebowski.
- start to watch where the buffalo roam, but fall asleep till midnight and then he goes home.
- ♥

today:
- wake up at 11:30.
- vacuum.
- rachel comes to get me at 12:30ish.
- meet sasha at cargo + james on whyte.
- go to strange, don't have jewelry in my size.
- go to shambala to look at portfolios.
- go to urge 2 to look at portfolios.
- go to eye of the lotus to look at portfolios.
- rachel makes tattoo appointmet with dave at eye of the lotus (june 18).
- go to lucky strike so sasha can make an appointment with her artist.
- to go moxies for nachos + dessert.
- i can't believe it's already seven.. doesn't feel like it.

Chelsey + Chelsi.

We went to avenue on Saturday and took pictures in the same place we did just about a year ago.

I love that girl.

seven simple rules for life in hiding

1. never trust a cop in a rain coat.
2. beware of enthusiasm and love, each is temporary and quick to sway.
3. when asked if you care about the worlds problems, look deep into the eyes of he who asks. He will not ask again.
4. never give your real name.
5. if ever told to look at yourself, never look.
6. never say or do anything that the person standing in front of you cannot understand.
7. never create anything. people will misinterpret it. it will chain you and follow you the rest of your life and it will never change..

Vic Grad of 2008

i wouldn't want to be anywhere else but here with you

I did it.
I graduated last night - offically.

It was at shaw, and it was surprisingly nice.
It was a really good evening. The dinner was a buffet and it was really good. We took a bunch of pictures, and ah.. I don't even know what to say it was just really fun.
I had an amazing time.
I had two dates - Allan + Rachel.
And we sat at the table with Lindsey, Michelle and Lindsey's family. =)

There was a dance for a little bit, I only stayed till 11:00 though.. Nothing to big.
Allan came over afterwards and we watched tv for a bit.

Grad '08!!!!!!

Grad quote:

“...there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination...”

- Souza

Thanks to all my friends who have been there for me throughout the years, and a thanks to my family for their unconditional love and support.

Today is my grad.

May 22, 2008.

Victoria School of Performing and Visual Arts.

Class of '08

Thank you for everything guys, I'll never forget it.

Last night was Allan's after grad party..
We all met at his school and then two ETS busses came to take us to wherever it was we were going. Haha. We ended up at some random trailer park between Fort Sask and Gibbons.. Who knows.
It was a lot of fun. They had a little picnic type area so we made a dance floor out of tables and they had food and music.
It was so much fun, I would do it again.

J. H. Picard Grad '08

Allan's grad last night, and I'll try to get the most of it in here. I don't want to forget it.

He picked me up and my mom took a bunch of pictures - of course, then we headed over to Mel's house because that's where everyone was meeting for the limo - all 28 of us.

Once the limo came we headed to the leg to take a bunch of pictures, and since blue sky limo's has a bunch of adds on facebook, the facebook paprazzi was there taking pictures of everyone. There were a bunch of pictures taken of all the grads and it was so windy! It sucked.

Once we were done at the leg, we bussed around downtown for a little bit and then headed to Chateau Lacombe, where the banquet was held.

We chilled around there for a little bit and then they took a big groupd photo of everyone while I waited with Allan's parents for the dinner to start. Allan had to wait in this little room so that all the grads could walk out together before dinner and all the speaches.

We went through a bunch of speaches and then dinner came, and then all the grads had to go stand up at the front and sing this song that they wrote to the tune of American Pie. It was such a sweet idea. Man, I almost started crying and it wasn't even my grad. It's horrible. haha.

Once the dinner was over there was a dance till 1:30am, but we only stayed till 1:00 because that's when our limo came to get us. We pretty much wandered around the hotel until then because Allan doesn't dance. hahaha. We went to the hotel bar and sat at a table and Allan asked the lady for a beer and she brought me one too.. hahah..

Once our limo came we headed to Josh's house and people were pretty much drunk and dancing everywhere on that limo. It was neat. There were only like five of us at Josh's house and we just drank beer and had a little fire going. I love stuff like that, I'm not about big parties or anything. Just little ones.

Got home at 4:00am, and tonight I'll be home at the same time. Safe Grad is tonight and that'll be really interesting.

"The only people for me are the mad ones,

the ones who are mad to live,

mad to talk,

mad to be saved,

desirous of everything at the same time,

the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing,

but burn,

burn,

burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding

like spiders across the stars

and in the middle you see the blue centerlight

pop and everybody goes

“Awww!” "

Thursday, May 15:

• city center, shoes + slurpee
• science
• crosswords + slurpee
• whyte ave, flower, necklace, dress, rachel + ethan

Friday, May 16:

• No school
• Allan's Grad Banquet
• Josh's party

Saturday, May 17:

• Allan's After Grad Party 8:00 pm - 3:00 am

Sunday, May 18:

• Allan's Grad Dance at the Delta (not to sure why this is happening, but it is)

Monday, May 19:

• May long weekend - No school.

Tuesday, May 20:

• School

Wednesday, May 21:

• School

Thursday, May 22:

• No school
• Meet at the Leg @ 2:00
• My Grad Commencements at 4:00pm
• My Banquet at 7:00
• Party(? who knows)

Friday, May 23:

• No school

Saturday, May 24:

• Pheobe's BBQ

bullet points for may 9, 2008.

• summer weather


• ice cream sandwiches


• lying on the grass starring at the trees


• chocolate covered strawberries


• ribbons for a pretty dress


• hair cut + colour


• mcdonalds


• potted plants and 'potted plants'


• rachel, allan, matty + david


• pitcher of pornstars


• a love that will never end ♥ ah

may 10, 2008.

• sleep till 9:30


• fall asleep on the couch


• go to chelsey's house at 1:30


• chill out in her room and take awesome pictures


• go home at 4:30


• go for dinner at la rounde with family + grandma


• have an amazing dinner


• find out i have my5 but have no online account to update it


• go to bed

1746 songs on my iPod.
272 days till I'm 18.
97.87 dollars in my bank account.
12 years I've been in school.
11 stars on my collar bone.
10 phone numbers I know off my heart.
6 people I would give up my life for.
4 months and 28 days with Allan.
4 piercings.
4 rings I never take off.
2 main people in my life.
2 years I've been at toys r us.

I take that back.
I over-reacted.

I love Allan more than anything.
He didn't mean it.


"i love you i love you i
love you i love you i
love you i love you i
love you i love you i
love you i love you i
love you i love you i
love you i love you"

What do you not understand?
I said I wasn't ready.
So screw you.

Weather's looking a lot better. Last night I had dinner at Allan's house and then we went to the corner store and bought screamers.
Greatest thing ever.

My grad is in...19 days.
It's crazy.

May 6th I'm going to get my nails done.
May 9th, I'm getting my hair cut/dyed.
May 17th is Allan's banquet.
May 18-19th is Allan's aftergrad.
May 22 is my grad.
Crazy shit.

Dogs got Character

Day 8 + 9

280 days.

Day 6,7,8

Monday:
- Wait for 30 minutes for the bus.
- Miss Photography because of the weather.
- Pay for grad tickets. Get a good table with Lindsey.
- Make a shirt for Rachel.
- Work from 5:30 - 9:00. Probably the most dead shift of my life, we had like 6 customers.

Tuesday:
- Wait for 40 minutes for the bus.
- Give up and don't go to school.
- Miss the Handshake photo.
- Watch TV for 8 hours.
- Play piano.
- Play Rockband.

Wednesday:
- Bus is on time. Go to school.
- Get starbucks.
- Go to Denny's before work with Katt and Allie.
- Work from 5:30-9:00.

Thursday:
- Bus system is back to normal. Go to school.
- After school art with Rachel and Sarah.
- Go to DQ with Rachel and Sarah. Good ol' times.

Friday:
- Mom wakes me up, get to school on time.
- Mr. Snider's last day.
- Doodle on coffee stain drawing.
- Shopping with mom from 4:00-8:30.
- Buy a dress for Allan's grad, a nice new dress from Lucky Brand Jeans, 3 bra's and a bathing suit.
- Buy hoop peace sign earrings, Juno and A Walk to Remember.

This would be my dog. I know the picture isn't the best quality but I love her. I'm calling it "day 4" and it's taken with my cell phone, fyi. So shush.
I'm also changing my 365 project a bit because I just don't get the chance to take a picture everyday. So It's turning more or less into the picture of the day, whether the picture is like three years old or whatever. But it will always be an actual photograph, not something off the internet or anything like that.

In other news. I'm going to Centre High, pretty sure I posted that but who cares. Rachel applied for all her classes at the U of A today.. I really wish I didn't have to upgrade math. Goddamnit.

Uhm - I hate 4-20. End of story.

This picture to the right is Tyson. It was taken in the beginning of summer '07 and I love it.

Day 5

Let's see ... Well about 5 minutes ago I bought a ringtone and I got the text message saying that my download was complete but nothing went through. This sucks. It's stupid. Anyways... Rachel's 18!! It's pretty exciting. We went to Joey's for dinner with Katt, Allan, Andrew and Jenna. Afterwards Rachel went out and got pretty wasted and I went back to Allan's house.

All my beautiful jewelry came in the mail. I finally got my anatometal ones yesterday and I love them. Also, my high school diploma came in the mail yesterday... found that a little weird.. but hey nothing to complain about just though it was a little early for that but hey. I also applied to Centre High for Math Bridging. 30 Applied to 30 Pure. Should be exciting. After Centre High I wanna go to Grant Mac for Bachelor of Arts.

That's pretty much it. I'm just annoyed at my cell phone right now.. Ugh.

I'm not doing to good with this whole 365 project. I will take 365 pictures, it will just be in more than 365 days. I'm fine with that. It's not like anyone's keeping track so who cares.

My weekend wasn't too bad. I enjoyed it. Friday night Allan and I went to Marble Slab and it was so good. Then we went to HMV and I bought Sweeney Todd and Allan bought Walk Hard, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, and Anchorman. We went back to his house and watched Walk Hard and Eternal Sunshine in his new room. It's so awesome. He moved into the basement, it's so sweet.

Saturday my parents were in and out of the house because my brother had soccer all day. I also had to clean the carpet in my room but that didn't happen till later in the day because my mom kept leaving. I did do it though. Rachel picked me up at 7:00 and we headed out to Remedy Cafe to see Audio/Rocketry and Tara Forbes. Tara did a great job, and we thought that Audio/Rocketry was cancelled but I have no idea if it actually was or not, so we left after the third act. We met up with Allan on Whyte because he was at Squires, and then spent a while in Cargo & James with Sasha. After Whyte we went to McDonalds and half of their staff ran out on them. Hilarious. Then we watched about an hour of Sweeney Todd until she had to leave and I went to bed.

Sunday I worked, and it was so stupid. Busy and stupid people. I hate weekends. We went for dinner afterwards to Olive Garden for my Zio's birthday. We waited about an hour for our meals, because they were so busy, so our entree's were on the house. I thought it was pretty sweet. So good too. 5 cheese Ziti in cheese sauce. Delicious.

Today I had school like normal. Mary and I booked it to Whyte during lunch to get a shirt from American Apparel so that we could do silk screening for Drawing. I bought a really sweet cardigan too. I got Allan a purple v-neck shirt and I silk screened John Lennon on the bottom of it. I'm so proud of it, it worked out perfectly. I have a picture of it, but I'll upload that later. Work was boring today, but it went by so fast. Allan stopped by and bought me starbucks. It was really nice, I love when he surprises me.

xoxo

♥

Here's day 3. Light painting of the four elements. (fire, wind, water and earth). I like the way it turned out. 'specially fire, turned out really strange. I love it.

In other news, I get to see Allan tonight. We're going to go to Marble Slab and then watch Walk Hard in his new room. He moved into his basement which means we can cuddle in his bed and watch movies. I'm so excited.

Also, I made a sweet John Lennon stencil. Spray painted it eariler on some cardboard. I think it turned out pretty sweet. It'll probably be my picture for tomorrow.

xoxo

Ahh..

That new blog smell. hahaha. I'm going to be posting here everyday, and I'm hoping that this doesn't turn into something like my live journal that has completely gone downhill.

Oh well.
Let's start off with the first two pictures of my 365 project.

The one to the right is Day 1 and the one at the bottom is Day 2.

In other news, my house has way too many gaming systems in it. My brother went to Toys today and got an xbox 360. Allan was having a bad today, and he was working so I went along with them to go surprise him. I saw him walking towards the back to throw out some garbage, and I waited for him by the door. He came out and had to take a double look at me.
The smile on his face made my day. I love surprising him when I know he just needs a hug.

I love him.